Monday, October 28, 2013

Annoyed

My ultrasound on my heart came back normal so he put me on medicine for acid reflux to rule that out or to help. He also said I may not have lupus but something else entirely. Of course my husband was ecstatic and didn't understand why I was ticked off. I'm waiting to see what the rheumy says in December. I've read so many things where patients get back and forth answers on wether or not they have lupus whenever they switch doctors. Shawn thinks I should be thrilled, might be my period hormones more pissed off than I really am. To me this just means I'd be back at square one with no answer and no idea what's wrong with me. Top off the appt doc said my seizures were all in my head and I need to see a therapist. First step to curing my seizures is accepting their not real. Feel f'n real to me and I don't believe in talk therapy. To me it's pointless. Ugh


Missie